I’ve always found a liking to this quote. In a way, it justifies my immature moments haha.
I act childish and stupid not because I don’t have self control. Rather, I act childish and stupid because it releases me from whatever pressures exist in the world. During those precious moments, however long or short they may be; I am able to react soley based off of emotion. It is a natural high that allows me to strip away all fears of being judged and one that also allows me to present myself as what all humans once start off as. As children.
Tonight was just a wild night and it has reminded me that I need to live it up a little more. It is not an excuse to neglect my responsibilities, but a reason to act a little childish whenever I get the chance.
hit me up on facebook or aim if you wanna go. We’re figuring out rides. ^_^ Social media f.t.w.
*Eric Dieu helped*
This is why I spent so much effort trying to avoid you!!! You’re too damn fine.
I “thought” I wanted it to be over, but I don’t know anymore -________-. Then again, I always knew this would happen in the back of my mind. Maybe it’s time?
*middle finger to the world* (not really, I just like being immature)
Whatevahs, I’ll think about it after tomorrow’s tournament. Wish me luck?
During birthdays, I’m really bad at blowing out my candles xD. Every year, I ALWAYS get those straggling candles that appear to be blown out… but as I’m ready to celebrate, the flames comes back up!
I guess I could say that is what is going on with me right now =P. Just when I thought the fire was out, it found a way to relight a flame deep inside of me.
I’m currently contemplating whether or not this is a good thing…
a lot goes through my head. I wonder what makes that person unique. I wonder what kind of struggles that person has been through. I wonder what extraordinary things can this person do. I wonder how this person ended up where they are now. When a stranger walks by, he or she is more than just a stranger to me. Every one of them is a unique story, probably one I’ll never get to know the plot of either.
That’s on a good day haha.
On a bad day, I’m wondering what they want from me. I wonder if they have a weapon, I wonder if they are going to try to rob me… xD
^_^ I guess after I started saying that I’ve been more reserved around women… i started to NOT be reserved around women. That is my *i just said a dirty joke* face. haha. I’ve also been really looney recently, life just seems really fun right now haha.
:) is the second one. Really simple. I’m just happy. Stress is manageable, there isn’t anything going horribly wrong, and I certainly cannot complain about life. I’m just feeling good now-a-days.
How disappointing, the challenges are becoming slower and slower =[. I might need to start a new one!
Or farts are just the passing of gas from foods that your digestive system doesn’t particularly like.
Or farts could be not just be “a scent”… but an odor that is forced upon a room full of people.
OR… when one farts, one could just be incapable of controlling their own bodily functions for the purpose of preserving the public domain for everyone around them.
I’m just saying =P
But then again… if you’re completely alone, let it rip. It’s only rude if you’re in a public place. haha
This is kind of similar to one of the earlier challenges…
-Legs, butt, hips, and waist. The shapes just make me UHHGG. Haha it’s a super turn on. How else can I explain that to you? Of course I want the entire package, but I will literally STOP in my tracks if a lovely lady with legs, butt, hips, and waist walks past me. Simply mesmerizing.
-Sexy Hair This one is something that is kind of looked over now-a-days. I guess guys are trying to make girls feel better and stuff by focusing on the whole “you look beautiful without make-up” but I think it’s really important to remind girls that sexy hair is a SUPER TURN ON. Hair gives shape and character to a girl’s appearance. If you find the right places to curl your hair, set your bangs, and increase volume; you’ll be able to give everything from your head down to your stomach, voluptuousness curvature. ^_^ spell check f.t.w.
-Revealed Necks this one is kind of unknown to the masses but I have a thing for girls’ necks… Necks are a smooth, sexy, and vulnerable place on a girl’s body and to me, it has a certain allure to it that makes me wanna kiss it all over. It might be a fetish haha, I don’t know. Anyhoo, Revealed necks, ”I like that shit”.
-Bad Posture… gosh I can be such a hypocrite xD
Said bluntly, posture makes you look sexier. Your breasts get perked up and when your back is arched, your natural curves are displayed… I’m just sayin. But on a deeper level, posture symbolizes confidence. It shows that you aren’t afraid to be noticed, it gives you a level of presence that I find VERY attractive. And obviously, having bad posture says the complete opposite. (I don’t like being negative so I just said the pros of good posture rather than explaining the negatives of bad posture)
-Excessive body hair haha, it’s pretty clear why… There is NO sensual pleasure that comes with body hair -__-. I don’t even understand why women would like hair on men. The only thing you get from hair is a a scruffy, kind of unkempt look. Iono; maybe you’re into that, but I like sliding my fingers down soft silky legs. Another reason is because my skin (including my lips) are pretty sensitive. I don’t need any rough, hard, wire-like friction if I’m going to be kissing you all over. Just sayin ;] Keep it smooth, and I won’t be able to stop slidding my hands all over yah.
-the obnoxious, “I <3 Haters” and the “I don’t care about what anyone thinks”…. actually, let me rephrase that. IMMATURITY is a major turn off. Quite honestly, you DO care about what people think. Making grandiose statements like that just prove to me that you don’t think things through. I know what you mean by your words, but if you’re going to take the easy way out and overgeneralize. I’m just going to put in the same amount of effort, and not bother going the extra mile to win your heart. =P
-Poor diet. I’m a firm believer in “you are what you eat”. If you’re eating fastfood 3-7 times a week, chances are you have acne, your fat levels are high, you get moody easily, you’re often tired, and you are probably going to develop health problems before you reach the age of 21. Again, “you are what you eat”; I don’t want a “cheap and over processed” romance.
- Story - A male driver was close to running us over in the Walmart Parking lot
- Royce: Wooahh, hold up.
- *driver passes*
- Royce: He was -
- Mom: He was on the phone.
- Royce: No, he was rubbing his chin
- Ronica: You mean like all gangster? *acts it out*
- Royce: Wait... Mom, you noticed that he was on the phone, but you didn't notice that he wasn't wearing a shirt?
- Mom: ...... oh.
I’m going to randomize it =]
The You Know It guys
We’ve been through a lot… and it isn’t in a “high school drama” type of way. The laid-back, chill, “why not” attitude that we all share has led to a ridiculous amount of memories that just can not be put into words.The sheer amount of… “stuff” we do can match the amount of excitement that some people endure during their entire LIVES. It’s been awesome, and I know our run isn’t anywhere near ending =] you guys mean a lot to me.
I never seriously talked about my relationship with my father in the family. For literally years, that disconnect has led to a plethora of confused emotions that were all bottled up. Johnny (my cousin) took the initiative to start talking about it, and so many things were cleared up. It is because of him that I understand I can still spend quality time with the family I grew up with, that I don’t have to be alone. In a sense, let the differences with my father be where they are at, there is no reason to let it affect my relationship with the family.
Very simply, before the adventures in You Know It, there was Chris Macias, before Chris Macias was Ben motha fucking Duong. The adventurous side of me stemmed from my memories with Ben Duong. At family parties, while the older kids played video games, we wrestled with the other youngin’s. While the parents were having conversations about buying real estate, Ben and I plotted to do stupid/fun/exciting things to do in the backyard.
This was a relatively recent discovery. From elementary school up until around Sophomore year, I completely ignored family. I didn’t care. Too much crap was going on so in the family so I made the decision to ignore it all and I chose to spend my time laughing with friends, and plotting with Ben Duong haha. Only recently (after things about the divorce started to settle down) I started to realize how much I’ve missed out in the lives of both my mom and sister. I lived in the same house and I sat at the same dinner table but I had no idea what they were capable of and I had no idea of what their problems looked like. I didn’t give a shit and now I’m starting to see I was all wrong. I only have five months left in the same house… and it has showed me reminded me that my time with family is limited. I will definitely take a greater initiative to spend time with them.
People who are genuine
I don’t care how qualified you are, I don’t care what your grades are, and I don’t care about the car you drive. I care about your ambitions to be a greater version of yourself. I care about what you do for fun. I care about your story, your history. Labels in society only help us organize things, and should not be used for anything else. I want to know the real you and your thoughts of the world, so people who are genuine and who don’t show off their credentials to be a “cool person” really do attract my attention in a respectable way. A lot of people fall into this category and quite frankly, all of them MEAN A LOT to me. It is you that I can truly exchange honest conversation with, my life doesn’t benefit by hearing about your title, I want to know how you got there.
I’m going to finally do something with the few hours I have left.
*the battle cry post*
As cliche as it sounds, I don’t regret anything…
Life is a series of choices. Your future changes and you grow differently depending on the lessons you learned from mistakes in the past. So no, I don’t regret anything. As long as I aspire to achieve a better future, I will take all the the lessons I learned and use them to my benefit as I encounter bigger problems, and more important choices.
Sometimes experience is the best teacher, there are somethings you can’t learn from listening to other people. You just have to go through it yourself in order to receive the full effect. Changing my past would be changing the person I am today and consequentially, changing my future. I don’t know about you but I’ll “choose” to spend my time enjoying the life I currently live, instead of wishing for another.
Sorry for side stepping the question though =P