Long story short, I’ve been watching a LOT of television shows.
The most recent of which is Suits. If you haven’t watched it, you should watch it. Unless you’re not into witty, character driven, and thought provoking tv shows… at which point you should just go read Lindsay Lohan’s twitter feed or buy Snooki’s most recent book.
While watching the show for 5 hours straight, I came to see a lot of similarities between the story and my life. Yes, humans are inherently programmed to find patterns and commonality and truth be told, that’s probably what makes this show hit me so hard. My mind WANTS to relate to the show. Mike Ross and Harvey Specter live a life that I’ve always seen myself fulfilling. Not specifically in a law firm in New York, but the lifestyle they live, the way they talk, the way they assert themselves, the luxuries that they enjoy, the glamour, the obstacles they face, and the solutions they create…. I just want it.
It hits me hard because I watch all of this from a dinky home, in a low to medium income neighborhood, whilst attending a state university paid for by grants, without a car, without a job, and just dreaming of the day I one day make it. I know I’m not close and that is what makes watching this show so daunting.
But not to worry - If I’ve felt anything while watching Suits, it’s that I fucking want “success” and I want it bad. Luckily for me, I already know where to start and I’ve already started on my journey. Suits has served as an inspiration to me and it has shown me the life I can enjoy when i finally get there.
The struggle is only starting, I’m going to get to the top.
This is a random ass fcking post with lots of random tangents
First original post in a LOOONNGG time
I feel inspired
Life is what you make of it… and it’s going to be my bitch.
Fuck… I feel like I have ADHD, my mind keeps jumping.
This is probably a good place to end.